Happy

My boyfriend and I broke up!
Also my friend/ex-boyfriend/friend with benefits has been super depressed/suicidal. I've been trying to talk to him and keep him going. He refused to go to counseling. Honestly, trying to talk to him was just so infuriating, but I tried to take it with a grain of salt. Anyway, I got him to go to therapy by having sex with him for the rest of the year. I suppose that's a good deal because we're friends with benefits anyway.

What a Terrible Day

WHY CAN'T I JUST BE SINGLE?!

Some days I wonder why I'm with my boyfriend.  I can't break up with him now because he just tried kinda hard to get a ride down here to visit me (the plans fell through though).  I think he would be happier if I just let him be.  I would be happier if I didn't have to babysit him.

Speaking of babysit, my exboyfriend tried to kill himself, I think.  Either way he's feeling suicidal.  I'm sending him Facebook messages trying to get him to talk, texts, and I even tried to walk over to his dorm to see what was the matter.  And that's a BIG deal because I have mono, and am completely fatigued.  I still feel tired and sore from walking, and that was two hours ago.  When I was texting him he was doing something with his roommates, which is great.  And that was the reason he declined my visit saying "maybe later."  I don't know if I should get my hopes up, but I really want to help him.